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Squid Glasses by *Bobsmade

if my vision was screwy i'd want glasses like these ->

hmm even so. i still want them


i think i could pull them off
i just need a bit of a haircut first.

Monsoon

I'm feeling adventurous today.

i already survived a monsoon this week, maybe there will be another one for me to run through

i've been watching a lot of dead like me
makes me think.
i wonder what people would say at my funeral
hopefully good things.

Dope kicks - train sketch by *t-wei

then again, i've never head of a funeral where something bad is mentioned about the person "Millie was a real bitch in the office, but when it came to partying man was she a slut-whore"

no.
that just doesnt happen.


ps. did you notice the word 'fun' is in funeral? (see i made it easier to find the word fun)
as depressing as they are someone should make them fun. but not in the "lets hire a clown" kind of way.
thats not fun, just plain odd and weird.

[backspace]

my backspace key sticks now.
i'm not sure why
but it sure is inconvenient

blue box

kraft macaroni and cheese bitches.

i bet she likes mac and cheese

repetition

There's a saying that often goes "history repeats itself"
which it does.

Senior year of  high school i ran for president of the art club, and the national art honors society. both of which i didnt win.

this year i ran for senior rep.
of which i did not win.

this is going to be the one time i'm going to express how upset i am.
which is incredibly upset to the point i almost broke down reading that i lost. lets recap how my day is going so far:
12:00am - the return of the computer virus
12:23am- cannot register for classes for some odd reason
12:24 am- the class i wanted filled
2:00 am- computer virus taken care of
3:00 am - fell asleep for a nap
11:17 am.- over slept said nap
12:00 pm.- discovered Alex won.
12:39 pm- blog

Border- giantrobotsociety01 by HOON

I never win anything and i thought i finally had a chance. nope. Naturally.
and I knew this would happen too.
she had a better speech
everyone likes her more
she's perfect for it.
but i would have been too.

i just want to go back to sleep and act like none of this ever happend. i don't feel like going to class i'm just super upset. story. of. my. life.
i should just get over it and not look back.

Going Viral

My computer's over its Virus.

i'm nervous as hell.

Open up the sky by: yuumei

Our speeches got sent out. Alex's was 6 times longer than mine and sounded so much better. I mean SOO much better. Like if you shopped at IKEA for everything in your small London flat instead of at wal-mart. Hell i'd vote for her. I'm 80% sure she's going to win. (that extra 20% is just there so i have some ray of hope left, )
i've been going around asking people to vote for me. i usually get one of two answers:
     a.  Yeah
or
     b.  i'm not sure who else is running? Oh Alex? ssssss ooooo. That's tough. I'm not sure.

I know that the ones who chose option [b] are saying that for one of two reasons.
     a.  they've already decided on voting for alex, but they don't want to upset me. (how nice. not really*)
or
     b. they honestly cannot decide. like the difference between coconut's milk and coconut milk.

* i'd rather know who isnt voting for me this way I can have a better idea who to smooze up too.

those who picked option [a] i feel like are only saying that so i don't have to keep asking them.
i'm pretty sure i've told the same person to vote for me like 8 times in one hour.

point is. i'm extreamly nervous. a little scared to. but not "someone hid a spider in my bag seconds before i fill my mouth with candy" scared.
i hate it when people tell me not to sweat it. this is a huge deal to me and this is something that cannot be purely "sweated out."

after our trip to the city tomorrow we'll know who they picked. oh god i hope i get it.


i'm so nervous i've used references to the high school show's i've done.
man i'm lame.


Well in the highly unlikely event that a Student of Syracuse University's Theatre Design/Technical Theatre department see this. Vote for me. I'll blog about it.

remember me?

i would always let you get your food first
we played on the playground together
we shared secrets.
      that doesn't happen anymore.
we would have sleep overs
play games
make videos
      that doesn't happen anymore.
i was there when when things got scary
you were there to lie for me
we protected each other
      that doesn't happen anymore.
You're growing up to fast. Stop. Its weird and i don't like it.
you can drive a car, you're out of high school, you have a boyfriend, you're going to college.

I miss you a lot.

Tellin' it like it is

        Who ever said life should be easy deserves getting  hit with a couple of bricks.
                                                It'll add excitement to their "easy life".

I'm writing my "speech" for Senior Rep.

If you've noticed "speech" is in "quotes," you may be wondering.
    a. what's with all the quotes?
                or
    b. no actually i didn't.

well, its not really a speech more of a statement that's getting emailed out. Voting takes place electronically via email (like you didn't know what electronically inferred.)

Machinery of the Stars by `alexiuss

I'm really nervous and really worried.
I tried doing the math.
so far i can see that maybe 7 people will vote for me.
5 people for Alex
those are numbers i'm fairly confident in.

that still leaves 7 people to vote.

which means.



its anybody's game.

paranoia is for chumps

This is our playground by *PhillyBoyWonder

Ever wondered what it would feel like to be the only person around for miles?
  
   All you have to do is be awake at around 4:30am
    
      Then walk around outside. unless someone races by in a car, then you are no longer alone thus illusion dismantled.
       
         Especially if its super nice outside.


Its a nice feeling.

I dream of adventure. i feel just like the kid in this picture. everything is out there waiting, all i have to do is go

radiators

Fact: they suck.
its colder in my apartment than it is outside.

My friends are worried about their futures.
I had a minor freak out once that Design is not something I wanted to do.
I think i just want to be an Art Teacher.
but then i think how much i hate waking up at at 8 am


then i think i can be an artist. but that doesn't always work out


at some point i slowly began to not care as much where my future was going to lead me
because a job is just one piece of the puzzle, but there are so many other things i want to do.

travel
go to colorado
snowboard
have a family someday
own a small business
have my own gallery exhibit
design a show that gets me recognized

But whatever, i think i'm going to travel around a bit after college. maybe grad school down the line. but right now i just want to experience my life and not watch it pass me by as i worry about what i could be.

here ya go

I'm told i need to update more.

fine. i will.

I'm running for Senior Rep and Voting takes place on Wednesday. Other than me Alex is running too. I'm supper worried that I'll lose. Everyone likes Alex, and I mean EVERYONE. How do I run against someone who is loved by the entire department?

Rough. Regardless, we talked about it and what would happen the day we find out who wins, and who loses. "we'll still be friends and have drinks afterwords"
I'm not saying thats not going to be true. but i also know for a fact that one of us is going to be really upset.
and I'm 90% sure that will be me.

Doesn't mean I'm not going to try though. Its something I really want.

weather

I once confided in someone that there are certain times where the weather triggers memories of mine. Sometimes they are good memories, some times bad.

mostly good.

anyway this person told me that was ridiculous because of the fact that the weather is never the same.

City Escape by Rozefire

well i think that's ridiculous. one of the reasons i've been in such a good mood is that the weather is reminding me of home.

adventurous

Art is my favorite form of expression, and i wish i did it more.

Boom. by Samurai-PET

This is the background for my computer. -->
I feel like i can relate to it so much. Whenever i see it, it makes me wonder.

what exploded.
did he do it?
green fire is really cool.
is he trying to get away?
where are his eyes?
what happened to his face?
that gas mask is really cool.
i wish i could draw like this
nice composition.

People tell me it looks like me. or they ask if i drew it.
maybe a little and no.

The more i look at it the more it makes me think.
i just need to slow down and breath.

Game Changer

bad choices are the best choices

most of the time.

home skillet biskets found in that aly behind that cluster of rhodes

i'm feeling really nostalgic today(?) nostalgic might not be the right word

nos·tal·gia

 /nɒˈstældʒə, -dʒiə, nə-/ Show Spelled[no-stal-juh, -jee-uh, nuh-] Show IPA

–noun

1.

a wistful desire to return in thought or in fact to a former time in one's life, to one's home or homeland, or to one's family and friends; a sentimental yearning for the happiness of a former place or time: a nostalgia for his college days.

2.

something that elicits or displays nostalgia.

 

Soooo not the right word. but whatever.

 

The sooner summer gets here the better. 

but I'm also in a crazy good mood. maybe its the weather.
maybe its the people i'm texting.
maybe its my friends.
or the fact that I'm going to a party later to night.

whatever it is, i dont want this feeling going away

(708)

Friends.

No matter what has happened in my life I've always had friends backing me up.
Even if they don't realize it, they're the reason I'm always in a good mood. Because I know that no matter what happens I'll always have someone to talk to.

 

I'm lucky to have them.

radio with the speakers blown

treble high and the base down low

I hate looking really good then having no where to go.

well I'm in a crazy good mood. its happening for no reason. if anything i have reasons to be in a horrible mood: i'm failing a class, i'm behind in projects, i have to pull two all nighters in a row, its snowing/raining.
and yet, as the world falls to pieces i'm in the best mood possible.

2 other BS

Took a test just now.
Most likely failed it.
More like definitely failed it.

Even though this puts me really far behind in that class. I'm ok with that.

I know that if I just run a little bit faster I'll get to where I need to go.

"Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!"

DunkAroos

not worth the purchase.