a foolish april

what a lame day today was. it was super cold outside, after a glorious weekend of 50 degree weather.
I got no work done.
I got emails about updates on the work that i've yet to complete.

The boy who loved heights by =nuriko-kun

I just feel a little lost.

I'm still struggling with the idea of moving to NYC.
I'm worried about finding design work.
I'm worried about having a job. income. taxes. all grown up stuff.


Being at home right now feels like summer vacation. only without the perks of friends and warm weather. Which I think is a leading factor into my laziness. Old habits die hard.