more, potter

I managed to register and snag a spot among the million people who get to experience Pottermore early. I'm hella excited. Who knew that being up so late would come in handy?

I want to solve the rest of the clues as they come out, because i'm weird and i'm going to help out some friends.

Things are going so well.

Trio of Heroes by ~conniiption

It's been a good weekend.

don't dis the bear

I think this is the most adorable image ever. I wish I knew who made it so i could properly credit it.
Ever since i've seen this I like to think that this is what my teddy bear does. I want to make him a shield and sword too.

Untitled, Found on StumbleUpon

Fun secret. When i was about 11 or 12. Like 7th grade, I saved up so I could make a build-a-bear. My cousin always got to make one, and I thought it was cool so I wanted one. My dad took me, and I remember he wasn't too fond that I wanted a bear. So, I believe in November of 2001 I made a bear. I named him Brights. I regretted naming him that, because it's such an odd name, but it's his and for whatever reason it works.

He sits above my bed every night.

The photo above makes me see him in a new light. Now I like to think he's pretty bad ass.


Simply because, he is bad ass.

may the odds ever be in your favor

Last night, I had a dream that had to do with a big forest, some weird elemental powers, and some bad guys.

I also have noticed a pattern. When woken up by my stereo around 10 and I fall back asleep for three more hours, I have crazy dreams. I think that's the reason it's been happening. Or at least why I can remember them.

My entertainment weekly came today. I'm so excited for the Hunger Games movie. It's going to be epic.

a subconscious desire

It's said somewhere that your dreams are directly related to your subconscious.

It makes me wonder, what the hell am I trying to tell myself.
Maybe it's that I'm helpful, or I'll be there for someone. Maybe my dreams are trying to tell me to get rid of that urge to climb things. Oh well. Whatever it is I've been having more adventurous dreams than ever.

If I had a nickle for ever weird dream I've had I'd be able to pay off college.

Coffee Kick by *takeru-san

Oh, and if you're wondering. Last night I dodged a bunch of trains frogger style. While hating some family who was getting their house redone for whatever reason. There was something off about them that no one else would see.

when the smoke clears

There must be something i'm doing before i go to bed that gives me the weirdest dreams ever.

Like two nights ago I dreamed that I worked at some sort of ocean pier beach thingy. It was like a huge building with an ocean in it, and on top of that the ocean lead into a dark purple like storm miles from shore. This was the second time I had a dream working there. The first time I just learned the basics, and in the second I ended up losing an important piece of the pier and now have to do volunteer work to pay it off.

Last night was just as weird.

I was involved in some sort of chase. Maybe it was for a movie or just a weird game. Anyway. Some big dude starts chasing three friends of mine and myself. I manage to get ahead of them, as I turn to check on them I see he throws a smoke grenade at them. Trying to save my friends i yell for them and race at the guy to fight him.

Being a giant guy he just picked me up, and all of sudden my side hurt like no tomorrow. Knowing this shouldn't have happened i tell him that I'm actually hurt and we have to stop. However he doesn't stop, so I grab his nose and look him in they eye. I tell him to put me down something is wrong. After a minute my friends come over after I'm laying on the ground. The guy admits to putting a paralyzer drug in the smoke bomb along with something else that we know causes tissue to break down. I apparently took the full hit so I'm the only one injured by it.

Gaga by *The-Hand

Lady Gaga comes up and see's how I'm doing. It's only now I realize that this is a music video shoot. Gaga is incredibly nice and tries to talk to me to ease myself.
I wake up, I'm pretty sure to the song sound of glory. Which explains quite a bit

I guess that's what i get for playing Brink before bed and getting woken up by my stereo.

acid-catalyzed oxidation

They called her old fashioned. by =gabbyd70

I am in the best possible mood right now.
Patrick found my camera. Words cannot express how excited I am.


Today was such a great day. Erin and I hit up the beach. While short, it was fun and we did science haha.

Last night I had a crazy dream, but it was like part 2 of another.
It was really cool, I'll post it later but it involves working at a bizarre beach/pier/thing-a-ma-jig and saving a kid's life..kinda.

Adventures are always fun.

chinese takeout

The game plan is as follows:
go to the beach. tomorrow.
let's hope it happens.

Driving Test by *takeru-san

I have a really good feeling about today.
I recently finished cleaning my ENTIRE room. I even dusted.
In that time of cleaning I also finally got around to plugging in my stereo. It's awesome. I found some blank CD's and now I'm rocking out old school style.
Time to make more CDs like the weirdo I am.

lazy sunday

I feel pretty fantastic today.

I think I'll make some mac and cheese. Then watch some Netflix.

Triceratops Pilot by *elsevilla

I think this photo is so cool. The blue girl however, I can live without

Maleficent

 Definition:
working or productive of harm or evil

In comes Maleficent's by *kizer180

XPS M1330
Google it.
My computer has been acting like a little bitch lately. It'll freeze randomly and the only way to fix anything is to manually restart the computer.

I've had it since August 2008.
Hard drive has been replaced once
The motherboard has been replaced 4 times
Crashed once

I think its time to cut my losses and just move on. Although, i love this computer it's perfect. Regardless of its flaws. It's the most aesthetically pleasing computer I've ever had.

But it continues to be a bitch as my left shift key keep sticking...

go to bed.

For whatever reason, I've been staying up WAY late.

a shortfilm about puppet boy x by ~cPaos

I'm sick of it.

It's like this, I go online
check facebook
check twitter
stare at my blog for like 20 minutes
facebook
blog
stumble upon.

Next thing I know It's 6 am. Then I waste my day sleeping by not waking up until around 2 or so.
The only thing I like about the amounts of sleep, are the dreams that come with it.

i spend too much time on the computer

Robot Boys by *takeru-san

I'm starting to forget what photo's I've posted on here.

I also realized, I've sidetracked from what kind of posts I wanted to do when I started this.
Mostly random meaningless stuff. like my twitter. (that's a link to my twitter. you should click it)
None of this emo crap. sorry.
ANYWAY.





Ever watch a TV show or movie where someone stands "paralyzed" when an object is flying towards them?
They stand there for like a good three minutes after they notice the object that is bout to impale them.
Why don't they have the logic to move over two feet to avoid death? There is enough time for someone who is more than ten feet away to run and push them, but they can't walk away. Come on now.
When life throws you lemons simply move out of the way THEN take them.

Out of my system

I'm in a really good mood today.

kitty barracuda - opening act by *elpinoy

Something's different about today.
Maybe it was my dream that finally threw logic back into the picture.
Or maybe I had a wake up call.
Whatever it is, keep it coming.

Its a play loud music and sing obnoxiously kinda night.

off the diving board

I had a dream last night.
If you know anything about me, then you know how vivid my dreams can get.

I was sitting in a class room with a bunch of other people. Some were familiar faces from my past, others completely new. A woman who ran a supply closet put a movie on, it was some horror movie. At one point the screen turned blood red and a little girl with a distorted face popped up on it. I looked away thinking i better not look, it'll scare me. The room was dark, and I guess the movie must have ended. People were sleeping at their desks and I snuck into the supply closet and took some things that were mine.
I took the wrong pen. I don't know why this mattered at the time, but I kept it in my pocket anyway.

The scene changed to a house, I was out side of it. Apart of a crime solving duo with a friend of mine, we were attempting to discover who the masked beast was terrorizing the town. The house was large and creepy, it looked as though it was built entirely of vines. This section of my dream is so fuzzy I can barley remember what happened in it. Aside form a chase, and a being shocked realizing the masked beast was really a friend of ours.

Next thing I know, I'm walking through the school, one that felt familiar, but was not one that I had ever really been too. A long line waited up to the diving boards. I was with a girl named Jordan. We were friends. She was about my height, thin, black, and had her hair up. Everyone in line knew that the school had be come home to some sort of demon. The little girl in the video. as we climbed up a dark stairwell leading to what would eventually be the high diving board about three stories up, the little girl came to us and told us that Jordan had to die. Jordan got incredibly upset, we weren't even half way there and all she could think about is what was going to happen to her. I oddly enough stayed calm the entire time. Part of me was happy it wasn't me. But I was upset that she had to go. I held her close as she let tears fall down her face.
We went up another flight of stairs, only this time I wasn't with Jordan. She turned into Alex. Alex was freaking out a little more as we got closer and closer to the diving board. It was old, a faded blue color with rust scattered on it. You can tell that someone hadn't been keeping it safe or clean for quite a few years. We never saw anyone jump the diving board but knew people were doing it.

It became our turn to jump, for some reason we both knew how she was going to die. There was a piece loose due to rust on the base of the diving board. When she was to jump, it was going to break and send her plummeting down to the iron work that held up the structure. Thinking she wasn't ready to do this. Not yet. We decided to cheat death, knowing that eventually she'll have to face it. We climbed down the structure careful not to land in the water. The I-beams soon became horizontal and we were crossing a long moat with a light fog at the base. I noticed a shore made of white rocks, a long pier like path that lead into the distance. A tall black man was helping people off paddle boats and onto the rocks. Alex and I climbed down from the I-beam and into a paddle boat. I noticed when I got on, that the water was a dark green. A rock had slipped from pier like landing and fell into the water. Instead of landing a few inches it sunk far down. I knew that water wasn't for swimming. As Alex and I pulled ourselves up on to the beach we were greeted by the man. He had a long look on his face. I'd seen him before, he was the junk guy from halloween town. "You conquered your fear by falling, you may move on to the next test," the line sounded well rehearsed. I looked at him puzzled, "but we didn't jump. That demon told us she was going to die if we did." He looked at us, but said nothing. Alex turned to me and gave me a look as though she understood. "I think I'm ready now"

Corb Kisses Boys by =jazzylemonade

We walked along the rocks until we found a way back to the stairwell. The line was longer than ever to get to the top. I looked back to find that I was no longer next to Alex, but a boy. I don't remember who he is. He turns to me and tells me something about missing his boyfriend. How hard it'll be for him. How he'll never again get to kiss him. Without thinking much we leaned in and kissed. It was fantastic. He gave me another, and told me his boyfriend was a good kisser too. Implying that I should find him. An image flashed across my mind of what his boyfriend looked like. As i looked out at the line all I could think was how I wanted him to stay. and woke up.


I wish I can remember who that guy was that I kissed. Its kinda funny actually. Even though I have a faint idea of what he looked like. The way he kissed, was of someone I know.

If I think about it, I kinda get what it all meant.

don't think too hard

your head will hurt

stop the rain by ~jaymyccah

it's just not in the cards

fish bowl by `loish

I think I'm going to pick up tarot reading again.
There are a few things I want to ask.

I'm feeling lucky.

don't sweat it

No seriously. Don't.

All I've been doing is thinking.
Thinking, then talking to Aly about what I've been thinking about.
Then more thinking.
Every scenario ended the same.
Leaving me with even more questions.
Oh well. I'm over it.

ROXAS by ~HsiaoKAI

well...not really.

a state of weakness

life is about... by ~blue-a

Amazing how you can go from one state of emotion to the next, just from a few little words.
whatever. big deal. it's all happened before.

"you'll get over it, i know you will" thanks. i'm aware.
"see, i can tell exactly how your feeling. its in the eyes" i know too.
i knew it had to happen, i just hoped for a little more time. that's all.

i just need to go for a walk.

sleep is just out of reach

I've been up all night.
If you can't tell time, its 6:36 am.
I'm tired.

You may be wondering "boy you should get some sleep then" or "why the hell haven't you gone to bed yet?"

Well, I did lay down for a while. When I can't fall asleep right away I play on my phone. SO I had the genius idea of trying to put a bunch of new stuff on my phone and see what kind of tricks it can do.

Now I don't even feel like sleeping.

Nightlife by ~Caatherinee

Oh well, I've been having problems falling asleep anyway. (By problems I mean I'm usually looking at art work or something into the wee hours of the morning.)
But when I do, boy are the dreams crazy.

sidus

it's breathtaking.
there are times where i just want to leave my house and drive.
there are many times where i just want to leave, walk to willow hill and stargaze.
i even get the urge to climb up onto my roof and look at the starts.
Homewood has been one of the only places i've known for seeing many stars. Until i visited La Crosse where you can see practically every thing in the sky.

This video makes me want to go out and go look at the stars.
I would love to have this view. Even if only for a second.

The Mountain from TSO Photography on Vimeo.

Night is one of my favorite times of the day. It can be dangerous, romantic, mysterious, calming, and tons of other things at the same time.

Today has been a surprisingly good day. For whatever reason, I'm really happy right now with a hint of excitement.

excuses, excuses

they're a funny thing when you think about it.
i find myself needing them a lot lately.
i'm either making them up for myself, or for others to make myself feel better.
when it comes down to it. i need an excuse to get out of this house and do something.
that and i needed an excuse to post this picture.

it's fantastic, and everyone needs a little cheering up.

Reprobate by *JaimeIbarra

So long internet

As of lately I hate being on facebook, or anything internet related really. I just end up refreshing the page and getting nothing done. In hopes that a notification will pop up and put a smile on my face. Sadly that's not the case.

The more time I spend on the internet the sadder I get.

It's summer it shouldn't be like this. So I think I'll just stick to blogging when I want. But lay off everything else.

.Within:You. by ~yosei666

it's not like i have anyone to talk to on facebook anyway.

mischief managed

Well its been real.

Now that it's over i feel slightly different, but that could just be the lack of sleep talking.

What an amazing way to capture the end.

Wintertime trio by *Hillary-CW

I Solemnly Swear that I am Up to No Good

Tonight marks the end of an era.

Harry Potter first came out back when i was about 8. At the time I decided it would be cooler if i didn't read the books and become a star crazed fan like everyone else.

It wasn't until i walked through the halls of my school and saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire. I finally caved and decided to buy it. after reading the first chapter i was so confused about what was going on i decided the only way i will get anything acomplished is if i start from the begining.
At the start of 6th grade i read each book until i concluded the fourth. I was in love with the books, and lucky for me the movies just started to come out in theaters.

My best friend and I would naturally play pretend with his little sister. Harry Potter. Every time. The crazy imaginative child i was, Zach and I developed class work and schooled his sister and her best friend on the ins and outs of harry potter.

From that point on I purchased each book as they came out, went to as many midnight premiers as I could.
And today will be the last midnight premier of Harry Potter i go to. Its crazy to think that something like a little book could become such a part of my history.

Only about 7 hours left until the movie, and I can't wait.

Harry Potter by *ReillyBrown

dreams tell it like it is.

I've been having crazy vivid dreams lately and I've learned something in each one.

I've learned about my feelings toward you.

I learned that i apparently think i'm on the cool list and entitled to free shots.
 
I also learned not to trust your friends to pass you a wand when facing Voldemort. I spent a good half of my dream climbing down the side of a building to get to my own.

Dumbledor's army by *viria13

I love dreams. Especially the ones I've been having.

success

I've figured it out.
I know what our first date will be.
I hope you haven't made plans August 5th.

in motion by ~nsk

spontaneity is a rad fad

City Shots by *enjeru

I keep trying to think of the right things to type.

I'll try again tomorrow.

Failure is my greatest achievement.

Missing in Action

Its weird to think that all my page views come from just about two people. One is in Norway, and the other is taking a week off from blogger. Since no one's around to read maybe i should just stop for the time being.

i should fly by =Aquafeles

énigme moi cette

I think I've figured out what my answer is to my post titled
                                         "Confusion is not a form of physics. "

I think it's fairly obvious.

how I feel.

what's going on in my head.

and yet...

i don't want to think about it.

because it leads down a path

that i know will leave me 

sad.

La Pluie by *Loonaki

On the other hand...

I'm excited for what i feel.

And extremely happy i feel it.

 

 

 

if you're wondering my answer...

well, then just ask

Ay-oH gurl, buck up

Innocent by ~Dei-Da-Ra

I refuse to get emotional and sappy. NOT ganna happen.

What's the point of having a fun summer if you dwell to much on emotions?
Sure things could get ya down.
You could find that something is upsetting you.
You could be missing someone and unsure if they even miss you back.







But when you get right down to it.

The only thing that's really upsetting is the fact you're not out having fun.

Don't read this.

I'm the kind of person that wants to know everything about what's going on. It doesn't matter if i don't even know what the conversation is about. I just like to be a part of it and know other people's business. I get that from my mom. She's a bit of a nosey nancy. 

400,000 hits. by `ravenskar

I've done so much this month for my friends. Be it driving someone's sister to work, to rubbing someone's back when they feel ill. I'm pretty sure I've done more things this month than I have in the entire year. Which makes me feel good that it hasn't been a total waste so far.

LOL (Aly, ask me why  i decide to add this random shout out. You may like it)

Yeah so. this is a stupid post. but i did kinda tell ya not to read it. 

Thanks for not listening bitch.